My "Damn" World is Chemical Engineering

I know what chemical engineering means

I know what the reactor means

I know what is the evaporation

I know how is the process of refrigeration

I know everything I did on the laboratory

I know the differences between absorption, distillation, extraction, etc

But the trouble is....

I never know how to love chemical engineering..........................

Why I have to spend all my life with this hell life????

I try to not think all my pain, try to live normally, try to smile everyday

but sometimes I feel so bored, so tired, and I wanna get out from here

I call it "My Damn World"

But I know it's too late...

I can't do anything..

Now, I just walk on God's path

Whatever He wants, I'll do

Wherever He puts me, that's I belong to

and my future is still a mystery

but I believe that all I've got from God till now are the gifts

Don't be sad, don't worry, don't cry for my life

Just like He said: Segala sesuatu indah pada waktunya

I love You, Jesus...

I love my damn world

I love this hell life

I love all people around me

and finally someday I will say: I LOVE CHEMICAL ENGINEERING