Can you tell me why I feel like this?
Can you see me that I'm so bored with you?
or you will wanna know everything?
I'm doubt about it....
Well, thank you for supporting me, thank you for listening to all my sigh, thank you for giving a lot of advices for me, thank you for all you've done to me. I'm proud to have a friend like you. But just "sometimes"....
Where are you when I feel so sad? Yeah, you're right beside me. But just "right beside me"
Where are you when I get some troubles in my life? Yeah, you'll be with me. But just "be with me"
What do you do when I always angry? Yeah, you say 'keep calm, dear'. But just "say keep calm"
Now...
Can you "really" understand what happen to me?
Can you "really" wanna know what I'm worried about?
Can you tell me how to solve this damn-freak-thing?
(Again) I'm doubt about it..
You say: "Spirit, dear!" But it's not easy like you say
You say: "I'll be there for you..." But actually you'll never always be there for me
You say: "You're great, you're strong. I'm sure that you can pass it!" But you have to know that I'm not strong like you think
Friend...
Can you hide your happiness from me when I'm down? Don't you think that I'm so depressed to watch it? Can you give me a hope? I don't need your advice because it seems just "a bullshit" to me. Don't you know that:
You can't understand me because YOU ARE NOT ME
You can't understand me because YOU DON'T GET THIS PROBLEM
You always ask the same question for me: Why.... why.... and why.....
You just try to "care for me" but you don't "really" care for me
Anyway, I think YOU ARE NOT ME but YOU ARE LIKE ME. Maybe sometimes you feel like me, you get a big trouble, you're sad; but I can't be your best friend when you feel all of this. That's why now you can't understand me. Actually now I can see that everyone has their own problems. Just like this: I don't wanna know your problem, so do you. It's true that: HARD TO BE UNDERSTOOD IF YOU CAN"T UNDERSTAND ANOTHER PERSON
Tulisan ini dibuat berdasarkan sebuah realita dalam pertemanan. Mudah memang mencari teman, namun sulit mencari sahabat. Jangan pernah menyuruh orang lain mengerti anda jika anda pun tak mampu mengerti orang lain :)). Spesial untuk kawan-kawan saya: I LOVE YOU ALL... Maap saya sering marah-marah ga jelas :)) I'm happy to be your friend...
